Tuesday, August 30, 2005

``_____.*sobx sobx....#

sobx sobx...wat eva ii say, wat eva ii do, nobodii eva believes, sobx sobx, h8 styinn at hm, wen ii'm out, ii'm so hapii, wenn ii'm hm, ii feel sadd, verii verii sadd, sobx sobx, no bodii eva botherr to listenn to mii, nobodii eva think abt mii, care abt mii, nobodii evenn botherr to thnk abt hw ii feel...evrybodii thinks tt ii'm iin dd wrong, wat have ii done tt makes mii so wrong?! shldn't evenn have given birth to mii iin dd 1st place, euu thnk tt i shld thank euu forr bringinn mii in2 dis wrld, no thanks, i h8 euu forr bringin mii in2 dis torturous wrld, y give birth to mii and nt botherr abt mii, d greatest mistake euu've made iin life iis to give birth to mii and forr havinn sex tt nite!!!

sumtimes ii evenn wonderr, am ii reali urs?! y am ii beinn treated so differently?!

11:56 PM Z

``_____.*.#

haiix... had a horrible sat... wen out to drink tt nite, wanted to cal other frends to tag along, but, dey'll not free. so juz make do it with peepx i juz gt to noe, well, main intention was to wanna drown all my sorrowx, hu cares abt the company i'm gonna hav...?and juz wana have a good niite slp before sch starts again... gosh... shouldnt hv gone der d 1st place..

i duno wad realli happen. everything jux felt so wrong d nxt day.. i didnt noe wad to do or hu to tell to, so, i tot blogit dwn might release some "qi"... aniiway, im confused-hv i been spiiked/? wad actuali happened to me? can't continue...
::: call mi selfish- i wun wan others to gain what i couldnt have, ii cant have it, dun eva think that u might get it.. even if u get it, i'll make sure u wun get anithing good out of it.
think ive been lyk a fool... doin stupid stuff... thinking... well, im feelin confused, angry,sad... i niid to find myself...back.

i kinda hate myself for trusting uu... Well, w.jun was rite after all, i shouldve believed him, and not stopped him from bashin the hell up of uu... gee... u deserve tt... watch ur back!, kiddo...~i've been wastin - - - so, mayb i should start lying... y should i be honest with everyone, - when almosthalf of the world is always lying to me?... when to believe what is true and what is not?... im so fed up...

9:30 AM Z

Saturday, August 27, 2005

``_____.*gosh~!!!!.#

gosh, guess wat?! jus came hm frm wrk, in d MRT station, saw dis couple smoochin awae, so disgustin, dun dey feel awkward smoochin in frount obe so mani ppl and even their fwens were der, gosh~~!!! yucks!!! dun dey have anirespect for demslf and others?! hu will eva respect dem wen dey dun even respect demslf?!

11:00 PM Z

Friday, August 26, 2005

``_____.*tired.#

OMG!!! Damn tired lOrx, jus came backk frm dd class chaalett, aniiwaees, itt was damn funn, onn dd 1st niteX, ii dunn wann lett ppl slpp, lOlx, cOs ii super high, wan tok tok, go chalet mus tok tok de mahX, so manii ppl lehx, wann slp oso nOo space dee, lOlx, denn iin dd end deyy 4-5+ denn slp...

Denn wenn Huiinii wakiie up le, dunn wann lemme slp, cOs she sayy ii dunn wann lett herr slp, so she oso dunn wann lemme slp, so baddiie ritex dis gal, tsk tsk...denn actualii we wann gO rent bike 2 cycle iin d nite 2 Changii 2 see ah gua dee, denn dd bike derr all so ex dee, dOs cheap dee vewi uglyy, so iin dd end dunn wann lOrx, denn inn dd aftrnoon Serene came, denn came Joanne, jus bcOs she wann 2 pay Pearl dd money, she came all dd wayy here & denn go back againn lehx, sssooo weii da horx...

Denn actualii onn dd 2nd nite, Peii Peii wann go hm dee, denn we pesterr till she styedd, lOlx, prO bahx, denn Serene hav 2 leave earlii, abo ltr papa sccold sccold wOrx...denn at nite we plyy Ver's fav game, no. guessinn, forfeit=put ur handd in2 dd icy cOld water forr up to 25secs, gOd was it cOld...handd damn pain lOrx...denn wenn Ver, Eve & dunnoe hu gO hm le, we make Pearl buy drink for us, lOlx, *sowie 2 Pearl, for makinn euu feel so guilty & scarin ur gutts*.

Denn aftrr tt we go back 2 chaalett & tok tok againn *maii fav*, denn wenn it was quite late le, we went 2 sitt outside 2 drink, denn mine vewii diff 2 openn so nidd 2 go ask othrr ppl 2 open for mii, aftrr tt so paiseh*sori to tt guy...=))*, i drink abitt Ob3 evrythiingyy, denn drink till so hott den bit seh seh liaox...& guess watt?! Pearl & Pat tried...lOlx...i mean, cann euu imaginne it?! Pat & Pearl drinkinn?! lOlx, k nahx, dunn tease dem le...

aniiwaees, we board dd 1st bus outtside, sleptt onn dd bus, lOlx, reachedd hm att abtt 8, 1st thingyy is 2 put maii bag & denn head forr bedd, luckilyy Ah Jo nvaa disturbb maii slpp, lOlx..

Woke up att abtt 3+, still mus gO back Ping Yi forr Prefects Investiture, wentt derr sitt sitt, disturb disturb denn gO eatt maii breakkfastt, lunchh & dinnerr all at 1st, lOlx...

*I'm so long winded and so full obe "den"...lOlx*

8:36 PM Z

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

``_____.*sianx....#

1:23 AM Z

Monday, August 22, 2005

``_____.*cycling, sick obe dis....#

9:04 PM Z

Sunday, August 21, 2005

``_____.*feelin so low...#

12:00 AM Z

Thursday, August 18, 2005

``_____.*Maii siao siao....#

im backiex... (>.<) <--maii logo...
aniiway, efw examx ova le... yay~... hab been studyiin (keke...) hardworkin ehx...?...
ah-hem...!

aniiway, dyed pink yesterdae... so called "pink" as it turned out... well, the color... turns out lyk... dark red?... wine!... maii siao siao horx!!!

got pojekt to do... selling cosmetics!!!! hehe... tt's wad i noe best...~! haha easier for miie...!... haha

haiix... duno wad's happenin to maii face!!! well, i kinda nid a liquid foundation to cover all the bitz n piecez... gooosh...! had ppl luffing @ maii face = ! hee

3:00 PM Z

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

``_____.*ouch~!!.#

ouch!!! Lydia bite mi ystday, todae gt blueblack lehx, sobx sobx...mi and Joanne both kena, so pain lorx, wah lau...

aniway, todae, went to D.K hse dye hair again, colour nva turn out rite..sianx...

haven even do anithing for BSA project, tml wat am i gonna hand up?!

11:09 PM Z

Thursday, August 11, 2005

``_____.*watched movie...#

went to sch attended Ms Leng's lesson, no mood to study at all lorx, nva even do a single wrk at her lesson, so i went to surf d net, den Joanne with mi, cos d rest obe gals nva cum, den we tok tok, den dunnoe y tok abt movies, den dunnoe hu say wan go watch movie, evrytime we say wan go, budden in d end oso nva de...aniway, aftr Ms Leng's lesson, we were suppose to have S.W budden we dun wan go, cos NAPFA ish ova..

aniway, in d end, it was cancelled, so we went to T.M to have breakfast, again, nobodi gt ani idea obe wat to eat, so we have to flip coin to decide between Fast food and the Food Court, in d end, i oso forget where we were suppose to go le, den we wlk pass d Mac, den Joanne say their havin breakfasst, den Huini say she felt like eatin d Mac breakfast, so we went to Mac in d end, den came along Pei Pei's sis, her sis, nt bad lookin nehx...aniway aftr eatin, we went up to gt d tickets, again, nobodi can decide abt wat shw to watch, den in d end, we watched "Wedding Crashers" it was rated NC16 cos obe sexual ref, d shw was "wOw", d gal so horny lorx...wah lau, see liaox oso buay tahan lorx, lOlx, cnt stp thinkin abt tt scene, lOlx...

11:45 PM Z

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

``_____.*3yrs anniversary...#

wakakas!!! todae is mi and B 3yrs anniversary lehx, wakakas!!! went to watch "The Maid" todae, lOlx, scare to death sia, felt like cryin out le, wan go die le, it's a must watch shw lorx, nt bad worx, den aftr tt go Parkway ply pOol, lOlx, 1st time lehx, lOlx, i shoot d ball, den someime d white ball oso follow in, cos hit too hard liaox, lOlx, den mus bend dwn and aim, no gd, no gd...den Hubbie and Piku treat mi like fool lorx, dey purposely move other ball away, den put d ball near d hole and lemme shoot to lemme win, hmpf~!!! no gd de...*smack*

within dis 3 yrs, mani thingys happened, gd and bad, we see ppl arnd us goin together and brkin up, we felt so sad ech time we see a couple brkin up...

jus wana tell evry1 out der d remedy to a long realationship:

no matter wat happened, nva say d wrd "brk", unless, u reali feel tt u cnt take ech other animore...i mean, which couple dun quarrel?! i admit, i usuali find fault wit him, cos it's prt of mai hobby...and i actuali think tt by quarrelin, it actuali gives u a chance to get to noe ech other beta...and if u dun quarrel, it mean u're actuali hidin things frm ech other, and it's nt faithful at all, so, if u hide things frm each other, den wats d use of bein together?! And of cos wen u quarrel, u mus have a limit too, dun think u hav ur temper he/she dun have, if he/she kips givin in to u, den oni 1 person is hapi...so wat if u have attitude prob?! try to put urslf in one another's shoe...

pss: if u reali have to hide sumthing, make it gd, if nt, mit ur dOOm!!!

though we dun gt to see ech other evryday, bt our heart stys together, and i oso think tt absence make d heart grow fonder, bt of cos, nt to long obe absence and nt too far aprt...

lOv3 mii as mii...dunn tryy to change mii to dd 1 euu lurBbb...

11:40 PM Z

``_____.*Sneaky.Boriing.Miie.#

8:31 AM Z

Friday, August 05, 2005

``_____.*sigh...#

todae havin sale in sch again...sold the muah chee till left bit nia...gt another stall sellin muah chee oso, budden their's so cold, summore dey pack le den sell de, muah chee cold le, where gt 9s?!

dunnoe wat happen to ppl nowadays, so sick, feel like goin to die, and run away frm evrythingy...sigh...dun wana live dis life animore...

Nobodi will eva understand anibodi...

so stp tryin to act as though u noe evrything abt mi wen u dun, it makes mi sick wen u do so...jus shut d hell up and F*** off...

s2pid ppl, so sick, wat eva i say, i'm wrong, y cnt ppl jus understand?! y won't dey put demslf into s other party's shoe?!

wasn't even abt dem in d 1st place...

y cnt ppl jus leave ppl alone?!

9:57 PM Z

Thursday, August 04, 2005

``_____.*2.4KM run... gd news?! bad news?!.#

GOD~!!! I RAN~!!! 2.4 KM~!!! believe it anotx?! dis time i reali did run, and, WeiYing help mi took mai height it is nw 1.59, lOlx, guess Weiying nva see properly, cos i wldn't even reach 1.58, hw can i eva b 1.59?! lOlx, Pass evrythingy except 2.4 again, d worste thing is tt i oni failed by afew mins, GOD!!! kill mi!!!


jus heard another news, mi gossipin again..lOlx..aniwayx, back to d topic, jus heard tt she stead wit him, god!!! hope nuttin happens to her, ppl told her nt to le, she still kena bluff..sigh, y do ppl owaes like to listen to lies?! dey demslf noe it's nt true, budden dunnoe y still fall into d trap, lOlx, bein s2pid again, jus so naive...dunnoe wen will dey learn...

but, if evrybody tell d true, d other party may somehow gt angry, so wat mus ppl do?! Dis wrld is so filled wit lies, lies and more lies...

love 1 as 1, dun try to change 1 to d 1 u love...

4:12 PM Z

``_____.*GoOosh....#

GoOosh...!~ it'x D.K here, bouncin" backiex again...!!! ... finalli~
...("v")...

well, wished ii had ann internet connection!!!~ crapz, hate goiin dwn to couzzie hse or use skull com juz to surf e net!!! arrgh...~ "mUz go *motor* lao pa liaox... "<-keke...

hehee..aniiway, dyed miie hair lyk "liu-lian" liddatx le... yay!!! thx guyx!!! =)

went to skull wib "liu-lianx" hair, gibb malay skull ppl say lyk e... er... Golden Retriever!!! arrrhhhh!!! am goin Crazii!!!~ haha, and that I AM AN EXPENSIVE ONE!!! hahaha, think it's sho funni... !!!~ well, lyk the color tho... it's "HARD-BLEACH"! wad do u xpect?... couldnt/dare not use hair dye... hair cant eat... onli ones goodi foodi...~ yuMyuM~sluRpx...

oh ya... hey, am selling again! on diz friday! which ish 2ml!!! yay!!!~, wanna ahow "color" le... hmmm, diz tym no nid pay rental fee, coz... er... i go *motor another group leader gimme free table!/cart! haha... yay~... save $10/=

=)

charlie and e chocolate factory opens today le!!! heehee... aniione?!~ (>.<)

2:59 PM Z

Monday, August 01, 2005

``_____.*lOlx...#

lOlx..todae so hapi sia..jux nw mi and huini damn bastard lorx..lOlx..we go di siao tt guy, cos he kip on lookin at Serene den dun dare cum take Serene's no., he let us di siao till he so paiseh sia...

s2pid guy lorx, dunnoe he call wat jie de lahx...kip on bio ppl, den no guts cum take no frm her...den his fwen all oso luff at him, he look so sissy lorx..wah lau,

2:09 PM Z